Sufficient Provision

Of course we are praying for healing, knowing God is able to work far more than we could ever imagine. And our prayers for healing are for those who are in the midst of struggles and suffering, in addition to our own. But I consider now, what do we mean by the word "suffering?"

Some might point to indescribable pain, or an overwhelming, incapacitating illness with effects and symptoms all round. Others might feel that things are beyond control and they can see no way forward. Yet someone else faces uncertainty, and their suffering comes in the darkness of fear and despair.

How about understanding suffering as part of our existence after The Fall? In this view then, our suffering would be best understood as the conflict that arises from the longing of our souls and that which was not supposed to be. We must acknowledge the deep longing of our soul and that this world, this life will not realize what once was this side of Jesus' return. Then we can see our suffering as used by God to mold us, make us more like Christ.

No one wants to suffer, really; though there may be few who welcome it. Yet we are told to rejoice in our suffering. But if we do not suffer, do we have hope? I believe it is because we have even the faintest glimmer of that which we are missing through our suffering in the brokenness of this life that our longing increases. And thus our hope (not to be confused with a wish borne in unbelief, but an expectant waiting for the surety) is then made full.

Another good day for Cynth and I, albeit filled more with fatigue than yesterday. As a result, I slept in the early evening, and then find I cannot go to sleep normally. And despite my good intentions to post earlier, rather than later, you (and I) benefit from my irregularity.

A final word about suffering (tonight, anyway): We fly from point A to point B, and one of the primary concerns, especially during the summer months is the sincere hope that the aircraft will not fly through turbulence. We don't often think of all the various preparations that have already been made to ensure the safety and comfort of those flying. In the commercial aviation industry, tests are accomplished and recommendations are made, all with a primary aim of huge improvements in flight safety and passenger comfort. A key buzz word in the corporate center is "What if. . .?"

In our suffering, God has already considered the "what if" and provided just what we need to endure, or more appropriately, persevere on one condition: that he alone be our provision, strength and comfort when the reality that this world is not as it should be rises against the deep, deep longing of our soul. Rest today in the hope you have now, even in your sufferings.